The Library of Maps, #19
THE MUTE ROOM

Slowly the librarians pieced together the stories of the Blind Child and the Mute Singer.

Each had gone separately to the edge of the world, as we know it, and then beyond.

The child had become blind the first time he had visited the horrifying chaos that exists, literally, off the map.

He had gone seeing, and returned blind.

Just as the Mute Singer had once spoken until, when five years old, she had visited the chaos and was silenced by its horrors.

The librarians were committed to their grand vision of a Library of Maps that would chart all spaces and times

Until they realized that chaos cannot be mapped.

There were those who thought that the task therefore should be abandoned.

Others, however, wanted some sign of chaos within the Library.

It was decided that the room originally designated to contain the map of ”chaos” be created after all.

But that it remain permanently empty of any map.

Permanently dark.

Permanently silent.

At first its only visitors were the Mute Singer and the Blind Child.

They came not to find solace, but rather to be in a place in which they could be somewhat safe with their fears.

But that was, they discovered, a definite kind of solace.

Other visitors slowly joined them, people who had not directly experienced themselves what was beyond the edge of the known world.

Indeed, it was an act of solace for the narrator of the Library of Maps Series not only to describe this space from afar but to enter it herself.

Visitors who had first immersed themselves in the room’s mute darkness would then seek out the Lake of the Heart.

Those who had been breathing the rose-scented air of the Lake would brace themselves to spend time in the Mute Room.

Slowly the pathway between the Lake of the Heart and the Mute Room became the customary path for almost all who came to study at the Library of Maps.

On this pathway many strangers met and embraced one another.

Many found here the greatest solace.

by Moira Roth
Written 9/12/01, the day after the destruction of the World Trade Center in New York.
In a production of “The Library of Maps, an opera in many parts,” on 10/08/01 at Suzanne Lacy’s studio in Oakland, Ellen Sebastian Cheng read this text.

[Text published in the Literary Salon, “Artists Respond to 9.11,” Plexus Atlanta Virtual Museum (PAVM), December 11, 2001–April 30, 2002, http://pavm.spelman.edu/index.html]